Im a bit like a magician, I’m here one minute and then POOF! gone the next.
Sometimes my depression creeps back in and I get stuck in my head for a little while.
When this happens all my feelings and thoughts shut down and its a struggle to function and get from one day to the next.
I neglect my friends, my family and my house.
And now that I blog, also my blog.
And I go and spend money on things I shouldn’t (nothing bad just clothes I dont need, lunch out etc) just to try and make my self feel better!
It doesnt take away the numb feelinglessness (totally made a new word there!) that I feel inside, it just hurts my bank balance and causes me to feel guilty.
So if you notice me missing please dont forget me, I’m still here I’m just stuck 😦
I’m starting to claw my way back out of this black hole and return to my usual cheery self 😀
Ill have new blog posts appearing in the next few days so keep your eyes peeled.